♥ Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Its been like a week im on fever, i keep leaving gf staying up late while i went to sleep just like that.. im nt being myself, i dont even have strenght to even do pull ups. What a shame..
Friday gf meet me, im so totally sick down and yeay she's there for me. Till saturday aftetnoon we went back,and meet again. Thought gg off to Pengky Birthday party. Endup Went to town.. Okay cut all that.. Look, i dontknw if ahe hve the same feeling as i am. I dont feel US anymore. Im been putting my best for us. Why are u keep making things Diffcult? i asked u to do some stuff, u just ignoring me. And u knw it may causes us quarrel. And why must accuse me? I really dontknw how shall i gonna tell u that i dont love any girls execpt for u alone.. Sad siahh . This is what i get ? byeeee ):
@ 5:29:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 8, 2011
After all these while i realise that something went wrong in this relationship of mine and her which is (Nursafikah) Yes i am totally happy that after all those waitng,argues we went thru still we were together and we both were in RELATIONSHIP.. And yes you do realise too that we were like falling apart.. We became more like strangers to each other. The thing is, i becoming to know the truth that you lied to me all these times. I was totally Speechless, What did i do to deserve all these? You say you love me.. But in what way are you trying to show it to me youreally do? I love you so much and you do know that you meant meant Alot to me. Someone Special who i need all the times. Have you ever thought of if you were in my shoe, do you think you could take all these ? You know how i feels when you did all that, but did you ever care? I know i do change alot, but that doesnt mean i dont ever love you or even my loves change on you. In Fact my love been growing alot bigger than what you know..Birthday of Mine 060611
Hoping that atleast this year birthday will be unfogetable one
and indeed its seriously gonna be UNFORGETABLE BIRTHDAY I HAD THIS YEAR.
Sometimes i wonder what peoples been thinking? Thought that my birthday falls on EVERDAY
But the thing is its falls on every year and been looking forward for that special day.
Eventually the last thing i done, is i cried like a baby which need milks.
I cried so badly. I hate my life totally.. Speechless.:(
This guy which the name called Adlee do change alot and i do realise it too ..
My life,everythingthat ive done,Peoples around me Changes Very alot.
I myself dont understand why and whats makes me change. All i been trying all these while
is to get back on my feet and be who i used to be..
Baby, all i could say is this heart of mine meant alot to you.
Do you still remember the first time we met which is on 1.1.11
kita dua mampu senyum saja masa itu.
Second i met you at RC woodland which i just came back from camp and i was waering my Uniform,we both smile and i seat just beside you. Do you still remember all our memories?
The story of both us just only started, i dont even wanna end it.
Baby, i love you so much as you know it very well i do mean what i say
but still to me that is not enough, even words cant even express how i felt for you all these while
Questions is, Until when are you gonna hurt me? Till when are we gonna argue all the same things over and over again?Our relationship just build with argues,misunderstanding and more fights between us. Have you ever thought of this? All i could say is,stay with me if you still wants to, let go of me if you wants to. This heart of mine dont ever gonna hate you
but accept you as the best. Remember that.. Like you say i am too kind hearted guy.
Well this is me, i just got to accept all what i gets.. I remember i promise you that i wish to takecacre that FRAGILE heart of yours. And did i ever break it?
But this heart of mine which is made from rubbish bin being burn all the times.
Well that all iam gonna blog for today..
Oh yahh, i still remember these . LOVE DO NEED SOME SACRIFCES.
sometimes i feel and thinking about that too.. Shall i?
@ 3:58:00 PM
