♥ Monday, April 18, 2011
I am human being born with a heart. I used to hate Love. Wanna know why?
It's because i can't bear the pain,hurts.. It's seriously killing me.. My heart were like being stab by thousands millions of knife. Well to that someone,i know you have someone else who is in your heart and you maybe because of this you can't accept me and even don't want peoples around us know more the truth of us? When i met you earlier on, you were like different. The way you talk to me,the way you act and when i ask you to follow me, you don't want to. I know all these while you have been OTP and ctcting Smallboy. Look,i already told you before times and times i don't mind if you go on with Smallboy..I just can't accept the facts that you lied to me,the way you fool me. Congrats of Fooling me. You have won an award.
Friends, Thanks for the advices,courages that you have given me all these while. I appciate it alot. Eventually there's seems to be no hope for me and her.. I do love her alot as she meant everything to me. Even my words seriously can't express how i feels all these while. I may be hurt but still she's still the best girl i ever met.
Maybe all these while she did these with reason? Well i don't wish to know anything of it. You did make belive in LOVE,but than youu did make hate LOVE again. Nevermind.. I already used to it.. Kau tetap Wanita yang terhebat untuk aku..
Let us pray and hopes all the best for this Beautiful Girl NurSafikah best of luck.
Till then we meet again somewhere,someday. You takecare and behave. I am sorry,ive make up my mind.. All the good deeds that ive done for you all these while gone to be rotten rot somehow? All the love i shower you with somehow are nothing you huh?
And no i won't ever turn back this time. It's over.. Takecare that One in a Million Girl. The name Nursafikah will never i will gonna forget and the memories of us.. I love you. Be good will you. <3
Labels: I am a human being born with a heart too
@ 3:36:00 PM
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Yahhl., i knw for myself it's been so long eversince i blog smthing new. I dont knw how and where to start. My life well as some of u knw that Love is becoming my hot topic all these while. Some of you knw yrself that im nt the guy who easily gonna fall in love with girls no matter who is she . But susprisly, this heart of mine slowly open and happens to meet someone new. The name NurSafikah. Idk how im gonna start. There's so much things happens one by one problem pop up, some unknow people call me asking me to stop ctcting her,give me warning and even threaten me. There's even someone talk bad abt me saying things that make her hates me and at the same time we fought with one another alot which seriously i hatee rt alot. Ive been trying to giveup this love. Bt still there's peoples out there keep gìving me courage and advices nt to stop where am i . Well its happen like idk how many times.. One thing that iam still feel nt right which is, before i ctct her there's someone else ctct her first. Sometimes i do felt regret. idntwnt to talk abt it, only some people out there knws the reason. Whatever itis,ifwu do have smthing to tell me, pls i just want u to stop hiding the truth and tell me. I dont mind of getting hurt,i knw its gonna be painful to bear the pain bt still i dont mind. bt since u alrdy saying that u do loves me than start showing to me. All i want is yr love. Till now never did i expected that day u knw what itis. Till than,im still fighting this love . You may hurt me but still you're the best and i want u to knw that iam really loves u that bad. Never did i felt this way before sedangkn kita cuma teman jeh.. Apapa terjaadi,kau tetap wanita yg terhebat .You are one in a million<3
i won't stop loving u.
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